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May. 20th, 2018


[info]steelheart
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[info]steelheart
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[info]steelheart
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When what is supposed to be one of your safe spaces on the internet changes so quickly just by growing that you come to hate it and reinforces the idea that you should just up and quit.

Except WTF do people do on the computer when they don't RP? Like seriously. I've been RP'ing for that long I literally don't know what I would do. Write my original work? Tumblr? Twitter? Facebook? None of those will take up the time I spend RP'ing. I know I can icon and I do but I get bored with all of that stuff quickly. It's why I've never actually left RP because I'm terrified of what I'd do without it.

It sounds horrible but it's become such a crutch for me in so many ways that I just don't know...

Edit: I am exaggerating slightly in terms of not knowing what to do but it has been a crutch for me and it's overwhelming and produces anxiety at the thought of leaving but it also produces anxiety when I'm doing it which is the main problem of what I'm trying to convey here. I'm super tired and probably not conveying myself well.

May. 19th, 2018


[info]zaure
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[info]zaure
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This hobby would be so much easier if I liked the same fandoms/character types/etc. as other players.

I know that people can't really control their muses, but being the weirdo in a hobby full of weirdos sucks sometimes. Like finding a group of people who are weird and being like 'ah, my people!' but then nope. You're still the weird one.

May. 18th, 2018


[info]masturbation
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[info]masturbation
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Yeah, there won't ever be a time where seeing you advertise won't pull at my heartstrings and make me feel like this, especially because there was never any drama between you and I (and therefore, no closure), it was just drama between me and your friends. And it sucks that I lost the best PSL partner I've had in recent history over it all.

May. 17th, 2018


[info]tsorr
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[info]tsorr
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[info]tsorr
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Omg. Oh. My. God. You and your character are the clingiest, most desperate people I have ever met. I honestly feel bad for our mutual story line partner.

Edit: No baby your character shouldn't have come for mine because she's jealous. Petty flows through me and by extension my character. She could make your character cry with words alone.

Also don't throw salt and try to hide your hand, I got receipts baby.

[info]raygun
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[info]raygun
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[info]raygun
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fuck the great ij mix up of a few years ago. literally digging through emails to find old threads bc i can't fucking access ANY of the old comms even though i'm a member is a goddamn headache. fuck SAKE.

May. 14th, 2018


[info]adri_bass
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[info]adri_bass
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I very rarely delete old journals. I like keeping them to go back every once in a great while to re-read old posts, but then I fall down holes and just try to figure out WTF happened.

I made a list of old journals yesterday and deleted a ton of them. Far too many that were just sitting there and not being used.

It felt good. Like letting go.

But now I'm like "what if I want to use that handle again? I'll have to buy a rename token and waste money on it, when it was already my journal."

So. I need to go over this list again before 2 weeks are up and decide if I really, really want to delete them.
[info]plums
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I never would have done that to you. But clearly I misunderstood what was going on here, and I won't be reaching out anymore.

I did not realize how awful I was at reading people until this year. JFC. It's like I'm new.

[info]raygun
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[info]raygun
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[info]raygun
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1. i love being right.
2. i'd love for my brain to get with the program and write more/better. this slump is annoying.

May. 13th, 2018


[info]fireflyclass
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[info]fireflyclass
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I wish I could find someone excited to write.

May. 12th, 2018


[info]vanessavalarian
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[info]vanessavalarian
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It's never going to not annoy me that when an adaptation of something gets popular, it becomes virtually impossible to find strictly original source based lines. Not MCU, for the record.

May. 11th, 2018


[info]masturbation
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[info]masturbation
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I guess I just have to hope that a fan campaign can actually work in the modern era of streaming. Come on, Netflix, Hulu, don't let me down.

Unrelated: you two are gross and everyone's laughing at you.

[info]madeintheshade
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[info]madeintheshade
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the judgements i make about whose ads i'll reply to, which games i'll consider, or who i'll reach out to for plot are never based on journal layouts, icons, or how many underscores you have in your username. i know better than that. i know writing ability doesn't have anything to do with how much of a fuck you give about arbitrary standards of coolness.

but man, sometimes something happens that makes me think ... yeah, okay, i guess i should have seen that coming. that's on me.

[info]adri_bass
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[info]adri_bass
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[info]adri_bass
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I feel like there are much fewer people up all night these days. I work overnights M-F and finding people around so late is so hard.

Someday, I'll have normal hours.

This is pretty much a self vent.

May. 10th, 2018


[info]30minutemeals
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[info]30minutemeals
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I really regret getting into this line with you because you suck at communication. I should have known better.

May. 6th, 2018


[info]fireflyclass
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[info]fireflyclass
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You confuse me. One day you'll be up with me posting until 1am, and then the next day you aren't even into talking to me. What does that mean? I don't get it. Do you want this or don't you?